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GIRL'S DIARY

Sunday 11th May 2003.

Saw him in the evening and he was acting really strangely. I went

shopping

in the afternoon with the girls and I did turn up a bit late so I

thought

it might be that. The bar was really crowded and loud so I suggested we

go

somewhere quieter to talk. He was still very subdued and distracted so I

suggested we go somewhere nice to eat. All through dinner he just didn't

seem himself; he hardly laughed, and didn't seem to be paying any

attention

to me or to what I was saying. I just knew that something was wrong. He

dropped me back home and I wondered if he was going to come in; he

hesitated, but followed. I asked him again if there was something the

matter but he just half shook his head and turned the television on.

After

about 10 minutes of silence, I said I was going upstairs to bed. I put

my

arms around him and told him that I loved him deeply. He just gave a

sigh,

and a sad sort of smile. He didn't follow me up, but later he did, and I

was surprised when we made love. He still seemed distant and a bit cold,

and I started to think that he was going to leave me, and that he had

found

someone else. I cried myself to sleep.

BLOKES DIARY

Sunday 11th May 2003.

My football team was relegated today. Gutted. Got a shag though.